California
on My Mind
June 21. The first day of winter
here in the Southern Hemisphere. Three
days since our return to Chile from California. A collage of impressions,
images, emotions and events from a visit to my native state whirl in my head:
A flurry of nest-building in our friends' porch rafters – house finches and robins.
The yellow-white torches of the flowering
buckeye trees.
The lush greenness of oak, bay,
madrone and sequoia trees (in spite of the drought), during a drive to the
coast.
Leaving behind a profusion of
redwoods to soon return to my one resilient sequoia in my garden.
Cyclemania –shops, a coop, a museum
and a noisy bar all focused on bicycles.
My bewildered hubby faced with restaurant
menus featuring the latest in California cuisine. No food surprises for him as he
settles for a hamburger, a BLT or a steak.
The sparkling cleanliness of the beaches.
Heavily tattooed fatties in the
Dallas airport.
In my hometown, the loss of local
icons:
The barber shop with its suspended barber
pole, in the same location since my childhood, now closed, a sign informing the
passersby that Mel, the barber, passed away at age 92. Through the window, two antique
barber chairs. Will someone take his place?
Also closed: Bubba’s, my favorite diner, the bakery
and The Great Acorn, the gift shop where I bought tiny witch hats for my granddaughters
last year.
A chat on the phone with Bonnie, my mother’s
old friend, and feeling a sharp stab of nostalgia upon hearing her familiar, distinctive
voice – a journey back in time as we recalled shared memories.
Now I am back home in Chile, and it does feel
like home. Being in my beloved California places, I was a visitor, borrowing others’
homes and sharing briefly their lives. My life, my house, my family are here.